{"id":1913,"date":"2010-09-02T16:57:25","date_gmt":"2010-09-02T16:57:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/random-average.com\/?p=1913"},"modified":"2010-09-02T17:14:11","modified_gmt":"2010-09-02T17:14:11","slug":"brain-damage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/2010\/09\/brain-damage\/","title":{"rendered":"Brain Damage"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Randy&#8217;s running this low-powered supers-in-Gotham thing. Interesting background. Interesting atmosphere. Running it with Mutants and Masterminds, which is a 3.x d20 riff.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been feeling a vague hankering for supers stuff. (Dear City of Heroes &#8212; go Free to Play. Signed, Me.)<\/p>\n<p>I expressed an interest, came up with a concept, dug around on the internet and found a couple write-ups that seemed to have the powers I wanted, mushed them all into one sheet, sent it to him and said &#8220;here &#8211; something like this, but balanced to your power level.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>As one does.<\/p>\n<p>Then a couple things happened.<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>I ran into one of the players already in the game and we talked about the schedule for the game.<\/li>\n<li>Randy sent me the revised sheet, with all the math done.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>These two events raised some concerns for me.<\/p>\n<p>Looking at the finalized character sheet resulted in a strong negative reaction. A gut reaction. It may be fair to say that my <em>penetralia<\/em> actually cringed &#8212; absent any motive will on my part &#8212; seeking to drag me away from the computer and the <em>thing on the screen<\/em> by my very entrails. It&#8217;s not that the design of the character was bad or that it didn&#8217;t do what I wanted &#8212; it&#8217;s that the mechanics and game the sheet represents just make me\u00a0<em>angry<\/em>. Angry and filled with a helpless kind of dread.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m starting to suspect that all those years of d20 gaming actually <em>damaged<\/em> me. I wonder if don&#8217;t remember this because I <em>can&#8217;t<\/em>.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_1914\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1914\" style=\"width: 214px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/randomaverage.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/fear.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1914\" title=\"fear\" src=\"http:\/\/randomaverage.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/fear-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/fear-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/09\/fear.jpg 571w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-1914\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Show me on the character sheet where it touched you...<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Secondarily, I&#8217;m concerned about (any) games where the schedule is &#8220;we start at Xpm, and play to whenever.&#8221; That sort of play has historically been frustrating for me.\u00a0Seeing it posted as the <em>consilii diem<\/em> amounts to a huge fucking red flag labeled &#8220;You Will Regret This.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Tim may laugh at this, but I&#8217;ve developed a huge appreciation for the games I&#8217;ve played that have a time constraint on the amount of time available to play. They are, uniformly, the games I&#8217;ve enjoyed the most, and which gave the most satisfying results and focused play. TiHE (until we switched from &#8220;Monday nights&#8221; to &#8220;all-day Sundays&#8221;). The Wednesday night gaming series. Mouseguard (which is actually time-constrained within the game itself). Dragon Age (sessions that, while on the weekends, have all had hard-stops built in). Most convention play is, I think, stronger for this. It may be the only thing I really miss about local conventions.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#8217;m just getting to the point where I&#8217;m not willing to give a game a shot if doesn&#8217;t meet certain baseline criteria &#8212; doubtful it can overcome the deficiency. Once bitten, twice shy?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>My reaction to the <em>basic core <\/em>of the game system, though &#8212; like a growling, whining dog <em>in the presence of a vampire<\/em> &#8212; makes me suspect this may be something more\/less than the reasoned response of a thinking adult with some significant non-game commitments.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Randy&#8217;s running this low-powered supers-in-Gotham thing. Interesting background. Interesting atmosphere. Running it with Mutants and Masterminds, which is a 3.x<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7,9,6],"tags":[70],"class_list":["post-1913","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musing","category-scheduling","category-table-top","tag-squamous"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1913"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1923,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1913\/revisions\/1923"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/randomaverage.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}